Too many years I've loved you, giving you all I had in me

But now you don't even appreciate my love, this I finally see

You sit and lie to me when you say you haven't found someone new

Knowing that in your heart, what you're saying isn't even true

I would've rather found it out from you than from all our friends

I would rather have you not love me than you trying to pretend

You destroyed all our loving memories, just f**king threw them all away

Knowing how much I still loved you, and how it grew every single day

And all that time we spent together, you just put it all to shame

So now I bring out your gifts and set them all to flames

Watching as our memories have become nothing more than smoke

It hurts me to think that to you all I am is just a f**king joke

Believing you as you told me how much you sitll wanted me in your life

But all the while deep down you were already imagining yourself as his wife

I've never felt pain like this, nothing ever this strong

Except the love you gave to me but now its finally gone

So now I wonder what to do, how the hell am I supposed to deal

Knowing I won't hold you again, how the emptiness is real

Now you're out having fun with him as I sit here all alone

Not even an email from you, can't even call me on the phone

My friends tellme to find someone new, but I don't know how to try

You said I meant everything to you, that I was the perfect guy

But now you have taken all your love, and left me nothing but the pain

I guess love is nothing but a chess match, and now I've lost the game

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